after some regretful glasses of white whine and cigarettes i've come to realize a lot of bullshit details i've seemed to overlook. what the fuck though. why is it when you want something, you can never get it, and when you can get, you dont want it?
fucking cunts, i swear. anyways, i've decided to sacrifice a good friday night on a shit load of studying, cheap wine, and finishing my box of fucking cigarettes which reminds me that i need to buy more tomorrow morning. for one, what a bitch. and secondly, why waste a good friday night when you know its the last available friday night you have before your 11 month school period starts? i might just go to hell for it.
im going to fuck my brains away with all this stupedness.
hope you do the same. xoxo, yours truly.