dear diary.
hahahaha. seriously, its funny how you think you think something, but you really don't. and it can work for all types of things, you know. follow me? i don't know. for some reason, realization has just been pouring on me for the past like two months. all this shit i'm realizing, and i mean... these were things that i would really ponder and wonder over. things that made me feel like i regretted stuff or wish i didn't do this or thought that, but really, come to think of it... i realized that no matter what i've done in the past, or if i could of changed this, what would of happened type of thing, i don't regret at all.
what you have to remember is: always trust your first instinct. never "what if" about things because the
"what if's" in life will break you down the most. there's a reason for your first instinct, and even if you question it, 99.9% of the time, it will be right.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together. " -Marilyn Monroe
anyways.
Been doing good at school, this weeks test scores: 92%, 98%, 88%, 98%. Yeah, you know. Today marks the last day of the 6th week, where we, the regular students AND alternate students find out the moment of truth to who is going to stay in the class, and who doesn't, and who's moving to another place. Luckily, most of my group of mates all got in, including me, and we're all going to celebrate at Dave and Buster's tonight :] i'm so excited. this is our first big deadline, first big outing. baby, hard work really does pay off. feels good.
OH! i just mailed in my registration to VOTE (haha hey Brit!). but yeah, im just praying i dont haveot do jury duty anytime next year, seriously. but im excited. if something doesnt change, we're all going to be doomed. obama, i love you. if only it happened like this:
and im tired as hell, so my ass is going to go to catch up on her sex and the city then hit the bed for an hour or so. ciao, bonjour and adios bellissimas. i'll k.i.t. <3 Kriz Anya.
