fucking

busy. WHATS UP FUCKERS?
im cuttie. ill write soon. B's i missssssssu.

sick.

so I'm in math class right now and I'm playin with my friends iPod touch and it's SICK!!! I think I wanna get one for myself as a Xmas present! Hollllaaaaaa! Besides that I think I'm sick too. The weathers been sucking lately so I'm not looking forward to the rain tomorrow :( ok back to math work! Peace playa!!

boo.

the warriors lost!

yay.

So I finished my resume, turned in my application at heritage AND at buckle, and I'm supposed to call buckle back to set up an interview, and the lady at heritage said she wanted to have an interview with me on friday, but she's waiting on the approval of the store manager. so, I'm pretty excited... Now I just don't know what to say to the lady at UATW. Perhaps I'll tell her the truth about how unprofessional she is and if she wants people to join her team then maybe she should consider being a real leader or something... But I'm leaning towards just saying that I've found a better job opportunity :) On top of the joy of hearing that I could possibly be having an interview at heritage, the NBFBF is on the way over, I got free starbucks today TWICE (holla) I got my nails did, mama gave me new smashbox eyeliner, I got some new foundation, and some laura geller spackle stuff, I completed my resume, the warriors are winning, i cleaned out my car (kinda), and i got a white comforter that I've been waiting for. Boy, am I feeling lucky today, aye ayeeee!!!

I just finished reading upscale swagger and I absolutely looovvvveeee Kim Kardashian's cover of Vegas magazine. Hawtass. and if you go there, you should watch diddy's video about long lines to vote. My mama told me sometimes she doesn't feel like voting because the lines are hella long, but now that I've watched that video, lines don't matter. Even if it takes foreva-evaaaa, I'm still voting. Kapeesh?

OH! and the cutest thing today was when my mama and i were getting starbucks, and "cant believe it" comes on the radio, and I start telling my mom to sing MY version, and she kinda knew all the words! lol. so fuckin cuuuute. I have thee greatest mom ALIVE!

WELL, time to go with the NBFBF to get some food (what a pig! jk) and when I get home, i gotta do something relevant to school. I just checked my grades online and I'm on top of my game this quarter :) So many reasons to be happy and happy I am. Peace.

Word.

I'm trying to fix my freakin' resume on MS Word, but it keeps freezing everytime I try to change the font. WTFFFFF. Maybe it's a sign that I need to keep the font how it is... ? Ugh!

Anyways, the day started off extra early, considering it's not a school day. Destiny came over at like, 7ish, and we chilled and got ready and went to eat Pho (mmm!) And now I'm about to drop her off at work and get some free starbucks! (right des? right!) I'm also supposed to meet the BFF & Cupcake over in Concord, which is why I'm trying to finish my resume ASAP, so I can turn it in at Heritage! Holla! haha. Yeah, so I'm basically contemplating whether or not I wanna start working for UATW. I guess I can do it for now, but I really have "iffy" feelings about it. blah.

This week is going by suuuuper quick, and I'm thuuuuper excited! I would break it down for ya, but now I must go :) thanks. hahaha

BTW. If you go to taco bell, the spice packets are the bomb baby, bomb baby.

sorry.

I have a tendency to NOT blog for like, ever, and then out of nowhere, BAM! it's a long ass post. So sorry for the one I just posted. You really don't have to read it, but if you do, you deserve the best cupcake ever. (Which you can buy from me once we get our business going, but you wouldn't know what I was talking about unless you read the blog) ha.

Have a fabulous day and don't forget to share the wealth.
<333 B.

dapper.

hey hey hey. blah blah blah. yeah, i feel like i'm super busy, but in reality i'm not. i wonder what it's gonna be like when i actually start working. my days will basically be:

M. work & gym
T. school & drumline
W. work & gym
TH. school & drumline
F. work & gym
S. drumline & party time
SU. catch up on sleep & homework... & hopefully gym.

Somewhere in between those days I need to find time for my family and doing ME things and going xmas shopping and enjoying life. or maybe the busy-ness of it all is what I enjoy about life. Me and a great friend were talking about how crazy my life could possibly be if I do wind up doing big things in the design industry, and how my life is going to be swamped and what it all comes down to is how well I'm able to manage my time. Not only for deadlines and work stuff, but also for me and my family in between, not to mention my not-boyfriend-boyfriend, who maybe by then will be my boyfriend, but not like labels matter :)

Des and I are behind on our videos, we've been trying to record and post up more, but we're both mentally exhausted and have our own problems, but we kind of look to our recording sessions as sort of a stress reliever. Maybe we can put in time tomorrow, I have a couple songs I wanna sing, and that I want you to hear. hopefully... if you're interested. ha.

School's been going great, I've been a lot more focused with only going to school two days a week as opposed to four. I've been able to spend a lot more time on my projects, been able to type up everything and have everything organized (i LOVE being organized) and it's pretty much been a breeze. Drumline's going great as well. We didn't place 1st in our last competition, but it's times like this where we learn from our mistakes and use them as tools to make the future better :) We're going for the goooooold, baby. and we'll strive for nothing less.

As for baby K, hey love. I'm sorry I haven't called you since we last talked, but I'm pretty sure you're busy with all your tests this week. I don't have any tests, but I'm consumed with so much other shit that I haven't found time. But today is the day, so talk to you later babyshakes.

OH! and my BFF and her fiance and I have been baking cupcakes since last week, and we're thinking of starting a little business. Not a bad idea. I'm most likely going to be doing the marketing and advertising and stuff, as well as some baking (which I can definitely use help on) but we haven't really decided on a concept yet. But when we do, you need to try our damn goodies! I'll keep you posted on that.

Annnnnnd. Yeah yeah yeah. I need to hit the freakin' gym. Not just hit it, but punch and kick it and slam it on the ground. Really. This whole month, I was supposed to go to the gym at least 3 times a week, and I haven't even been ONCE this month! OMG. November, here I come 24hr. fitness!

So I have a field trip to the mall on thursday, woopty doo. Another excuse to spend money. Ugh, I'm in a recession. My pockets have been losing more weight than I have. Not cool, since the holidays are coming up, not to mention HELLA birthdays of VERY close friends, whom of course deserve some dope presents and shit from me. So, there goes my loot.

AND, I have a fieldtrip sometime in december to the YSL exhibit in SF. Dope dope dope. HOLLA AT A PLAYA BITCHES!

sunday morning.

hello

goodbye

life.

has been amazing. I'm just trying to keep up with it. I've been super busy this week and next week is just gonna be busier. Here's what my weekend looks like:

- Return Costume
- Drumline Practice
- Angelina's Party
- Drumline Competition
- Jazmin's Performance
- Buy Boo's Present
- Buy Des's Present

annnd. idk what else. but I'm really hungry right now, so I'm gonna chow down. Ciao!

2:49 AM.

& I still can't sleep.

chuck.

I don't know what it is about a man with an attitude and a dope ass swag but watching last nights episode of gossip girl made me realize how much i'm in love with Chuck Bass. *Sigh* I think it's because he's such a jackass and.. ugh, i dont know what it is! Ok, I'll stop now. haha

Today was a busy busy day for me. Woke up at 6 for the first time in awhile, which got me off to a beautiful starting day. Showered, got dressed, got starbucks from the not-boyfriend-boyfriend, got gas, and drove my sweet little butt to Sacramento. I was actually early today, did all my work (and actually paid attention in math class) and the day went by smoothly. Got to Vallejo earlier than expected, so spent about half an hour chillin' at home with the dogs, then stopped by drumline practice for a little bit but they weren't doing anything, so I left to go to my meeting at UATW at 6. Got there, filled out papers, learned a thing or two about the standards of working there and how we should portray ourselves and I need to open myself up a bit more while working. The employee's are coo' though. I look forward to getting to know them. Left there, went straight to em & boo's house to eat cupcakes, then went to the not-boyfriend-boyfriend's house and watched privileged then went home.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow to record with Destiny. Hopefully everything works out, 'cause I'm dying to record another video!!! Then afterwards, me and the NBFBF are going to the costume store either in concord or walnut creek or fairfield or somewhere, and finding another costume for me to replace the one that I bought already because I'm starting to doubt it.

Well, it's getting late. I feel like sleeping now. My feet hurt from wearing heels, my fingers hurt from typing all day, my legs are cramped from driving, my stomache's hurting from eating too much eggplant and my head is hurting 'cause everything else is hurting. Blahhhh. Goodnight world.

hilarious.

hey everyone! so i don't know if this video is serious, or if it's just a joke. BOPPER STATUS up the yaaaayo.

so anyways, i'm giving myself a pat on the back for getting a job today! :) yay. christmas shopping, here i come. so I'm working at up against the wall in concord, come visit me and buy something. my feet hurt like hell. oh, did i mention that santa cruz was amaaaazing? well, drumline, band, AND color guard all placed 1st in their divisions. fuckin' sick yo. it was a great first competition and we can't wait for the ones to come.

ummm. i think i'm gonna go to starbucks and bother my not-boyfriend-boyfriend. maybe i can get free starbucks or something. yummmm. adios muchacheeeeeee's.

trash talk.

dear diary.
hahahaha. seriously, its funny how you think you think something, but you really don't. and it can work for all types of things, you know. follow me? i don't know. for some reason, realization has just been pouring on me for the past like two months. all this shit i'm realizing, and i mean... these were things that i would really ponder and wonder over. things that made me feel like i regretted stuff or wish i didn't do this or thought that, but really, come to think of it... i realized that no matter what i've done in the past, or if i could of changed this, what would of happened type of thing, i don't regret at all.


what you have to remember is: always trust your first instinct. never "what if" about things because the
"what if's" in life will break you down the most. there's a reason for your first instinct, and even if you question it, 99.9% of the time, it will be right.





"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together. " -Marilyn Monroe


anyways.

Been doing good at school, this weeks test scores: 92%, 98%, 88%, 98%. Yeah, you know. Today marks the last day of the 6th week, where we, the regular students AND alternate students find out the moment of truth to who is going to stay in the class, and who doesn't, and who's moving to another place. Luckily, most of my group of mates all got in, including me, and we're all going to celebrate at Dave and Buster's tonight :] i'm so excited. this is our first big deadline, first big outing. baby, hard work really does pay off. feels good.

OH! i just mailed in my registration to VOTE (haha hey Brit!). but yeah, im just praying i dont haveot do jury duty anytime next year, seriously. but im excited. if something doesnt change, we're all going to be doomed. obama, i love you. if only it happened like this:


and im tired as hell, so my ass is going to go to catch up on her sex and the city then hit the bed for an hour or so. ciao, bonjour and adios bellissimas. i'll k.i.t. <3 Kriz Anya.

808's and Heartbreak.

I don't think I've been more excited for a CD to come out... Ever.

"You run and tell your friends that you leavin me / They say that they don't see what you see in me/ You wait a couple months then you gonna see / You'll never find nobody better than me." - kanYe.

todayyyyy was cool. except for the fact that I still haven't found my notebook/folder thing. Practice was good :) Good job kids, if you ever read this. Saturday is Santa Cruz if I didn't already say that earlier, and I'm excited outta my mind! Now, I'm eating dinner at my grandparents house, and they're all upstairs in the kitchen watching "Hole in the wall" It's hilarious. I love my grandparents, they're such kids at heart. My grandpa was talking about this shooting that happened in north vallejo, and my grandma was like "yeah, I heard about that. it was on the front page of the newspaper, but I wouldn't know what happened because your grandpa never gives it to me." awww. so cute. True love never dies :)

Oh, did I mention that I registered to vote today? Yeah, I never thought I would, but the opportunity was right in front of me when I got to school. They had posters posted everywhere called "10 Reasons why you should register to vote" and here's what number 1 said: "So we don't have to hear your whining anymore." ha! Right after that, I went straight to the office and got a registration form. I'm officially an "American Independent". Not that I'm for or against anyone YET, but my dad says I should be independent that way if I change my mind later on, then I don't have to go through all the trouble.

Oh, and my grandparents also told my mom she should vote YES on prop 8. But, my mom and I are both voting NO. Sorry grandparents, but I love you anyways :)

Anywho, since I'm registered now, I can leave you with this picture. Toodles sexy.

what's a goon to a goblin?

since we last spoke, I supposedly went on a picnic. ok, so the picnic didn't go as planned! haha. we ended up going to the city and just did the usual. ate, spent mucho dinero and didn't leave empty handed. we did do one thing we've never done though. we ate at Joe's crab shack for the first time together annnnnd we ordered a heart attack platter. haha. well, not really, but it was all fried food. sheesh. there goes my diet. ha. anyway, after that we went to haight, huf and went downtown to H&M and urban and ended up getting beard papa which I LOVVVEEEE and haven't had since Hawaii. If you haven't tried it, you need to go. I really wanna try the strawberry flavored one, I hear its bomb. Then drove home and watched the "Monday Night Marathon" which includes Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill and The Hills :) great episodes, except for OTH, which I didn't really get to watch 'cause I was in the bathroom. lol.

Tuesday was the usual school/drumline day, got to visit the BF and her fiance and ate cupcakes and watched John Tucker and did some ebay-ing, then went to visit the not-my-boyfriend boyfriend, and that was the end of Tuesday.

Yesterday, I had to go braid my friends hair, which is dumbass long, so it took forever! but, it turned out nice. Learned a thing or two, or five, about coral and saltwater fish and all that good stuff. Was supposed to go to starbucks with abby, but change of plans. Ended up trying to record another video with Destiny, but things didn't turn out the way we wanted them to. We're perfectionists, so it'll be awhile before we post another video. Later that night, had to go to target to buy some stuff for my brother and myself. I never expected the awkwardness that came with buying condoms lol. The mother and I went to watch Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist, which I thought was a-freakin-dorable. I need to buy the soundtrack, ASAP. Got home and watched Project Runway, and let me just say that I loved Kenley's designs, but Leann was sooooo much better and her construction was impeccable. Ended the night early and slept at about 11, might I add it was a very much needed rest.

Woke up on time today but still got to school a little late. Finished all my work on time and decided to go to starbucks, and somewhere between school and starbucks, I lost my stupid folder that had my new Nylon magazine in it, so I was pissed! But, life goes on and good thing I didn't have any important papers inside.. I'm more pissed about my magazine than my fresh pack of paper that I put in there last night. haha.

Ok, so now I'm just wasting time before my next class, and I'm gonna eat my seaweed salad that I got from Safeway. Wait, no I'm not, but I'm gonna go do something productive now :) Ciao, kiddo.

picnic.

so we're going to the city today to go to golden gate park to have a picnic :) but since we've never really planned for these things before, we're not really sure where to start! haha. but, so far, we have directions, a blanket, some food and a camera. let the joyride begin.

late start.

So, i woke up at about 4:00 pm today, which sucks because I hate sleeping through the whole day. ugh. but i woke up with the urge of wanting to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. Hopefully my mom's up for it.

Got kinda drunk last night, but not too drunk. Didn't wake up with a hangover whatsoever, but it was a pretty eventful night, considering there was about 6 of us and we started drinking at like, 8pm. haha. What a night. Oh, and I also decided that I'm never buying Smooths again, thank you very much. Goodbye Smooths, Hello Camel Crush's.

Sundays are my days in which I love to surf the web and find websites that I wouldn't normally have time to look up during my busy week (which are usually myspace, youtube, and all my email accounts). Today, like every sunday, I was on post secret of course, but beyond that I went into the Post Secret Community website and have been reading a thread called "Secrets that make you smile" and I've been smiling ever since. It's amazing how a person can feel the exact same way as you do. Me and Kriz always talk about if we ever move in together (which I think would be the fuckin' bomb) we'd have a whole wall dedicated to Post Secrets :) We'd live happily ever after. Ha.

To add on to what Kriz was saying about the whole scrapbooking thing, and the digital pictures, etc., I couldn't agree more. Being part of the "digital age" industry, and doing graphic design and stuff, we really don't appreciate simple polaroid photo's anymore. My mom always used to keep scrapbooks, but now she has a digital photo album frame thing that she just uploads pictures onto. Perfect example. But, while I was living in Vegas, I wanted to put together a scrapbook and I think it's just the fact that everyone's so busy nowadays and everything is just so fast paced, we hardly find time anymore to actually sit down and do things such as scrapbook or put together a photo album. Anyway, I'd still love to do that. Maybe since I only go to school on the days that start with T, I'll find the time to sit down and do something of that sort.

"We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves." - Unknown.

There's been times I've thought about my past and wished I could go back, but there's even more times that I've looked back and realized how much I appreciate it for happening so that I never end up there again. The way my life has been going, well my love life rather, I've been able to let go of the past and really embrace what's happening NOW. This quote, which I wouldn't have ever realized at the time, is true. Now, I feel like I could possibly be with a person who loves me more than I can love myself. And it's a beautiful thing.

On that note, I wish you a beautiful day :) Embrace it.

P.S., Kriz, I know you're studying, but call me when you can! I miss you and just need a conversation with some substance, and I know you're always down for that. :) Loves you!

1:00pm

I woke up @ 1030 this morning, got up and put sex and the city the movie in my dvd player. mind you, this movie is wonderful. The reason why I'm so intrigued by sex and the city is because, i feel like i can relate. i know im about a decade or two younger than the girls, but it makes me wonder, if i can relate to these women because its happened to me before, and theyre still going through it at 30, 40 even 50 years old, then... is this how it's really going to be forever? Carrie said "Enjoy yourself. That's what your 20s are for. Your 30s are to learn the lessons ; your 40s are to pay for the drinks." And in my opinion, thats some great advice and I think i'll be taking that one and engraving it in my brain. Thank You Carrie, Miranda, Charlotte and Samantha for always giving me something to relate to no matter what age, AND being honest about it <3. Post sex&the city movie, i found an old photograph album that happened to belong to my mother, dated December 14, 1985-January 06, 1986. A what, two.. three week vacation back the motherland after a move to North Hollywood a few years back? As I was looking through the album, I realized how fantastic and wonderful the old pictures looked. Even the way people and things were posed and looked actually was more appealing in a fabulous vintage sort of look. Old polaroids,  text written on the page, throughout the page stating what was going on at that time, where and with whom. There were old bus tickets, old stubs, just extremely old things still looking brand new in this album. 

It got me to thinking, have we forgotten the beauty in manual photographs? not digitalized but processed film and toners and chemicals and the affects of light? why don't we write on our pictures anymore? why have we taken processed film for granted? the craze on digital shit is pretty intense though. It's crazy, seeing my mothers life in a way I've never seen it. Seeing all of my relatives who are now working adults with families as little children and teenagers. It made me realize that, despite who you are, everyone has their own story. And i think, from now on, i'm going to photo album/scrapbook my life so when I'm older, my hand made, processed film will kick the asses of everyone else's digitalized photo slide show, and someone will see it's worth.

Just a little something:
Last night I found an old CD titled R&B Mix. I grabbed a beer, yes I drank the whole night even when I got home, and I sat and read the latest Victoria's Secret Magazine and listened to the cd. It was the funniest thing I've ever heard, not because the songs were bad (shoot, the songs were amazing! it was a very good cd, circa '05? im thinking) but because the songs were so old, and the theme really was "R&B: black people love songs". I loved it, and I just wanted to share that. haha. ANYWAYS.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
To do lists:
1) Clean my room
2) Do the laundry
3) Finish up homework
4) Studying @ Gelsons 5pm

Tomorrow's the start of a new school week, new start, new day. Ciao, bella.xoxo kriz anya. <3

P.S.!

Post secret! postsecret.blogspot.com

Aki Matsumoto

my new idol. found her on one of Yone's photographs. shes so cute!

wtf.

seriously, whatever i wrote earlier today doesn't make sense and is a bunch of bullshit that just shows how much i despise stupid people, esp. stuped people that get what they want. its friday night, im fucking tired. my ass is staying home tonight with a good movie/book and some beer. i dont even know how sleep feels. so tonight is playing catch up and i'll zZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz you mananas pitos.  xoxoxo

knowledge is power

"Knowledge is Power."

                               - Sir Francis Bacon 

hm, what's wierd is, i've always known how much the importance of having knowledge was... you always here elderly people telling you to never quit school, keep going, never stop, the sky's the limit, blah blah blah... but i never really noticed how knowledge really is power until now. i got to admit, i don't believe im a fucking genius or anything, but i feel bad and pity stupid people. really. especially people who aren't book smart nor street smart. sometimes i wonder how stupid people really get through their lives. it just amazes me, i don't fucking get it. when someone gets it, please let me know, not a joke. i think that's one of my biggest pet peeves. i can totally imagine me saying: "hello, my name is krizell anne and my biggest pet peeve is stupid people." can you imagine how much of a bitch everyone will think i am? i mean, prejudging. i know im a bitch, but only sometimes alright. but really, i'm baffled."You can know something about most things but it’s difficult to know a lot about everything." That was another quote i came bout, which I mean for the most part is true. The brain is crazy. Memory and your human body. Sorry, I'm studying A&P right now so I'm just slightly interested. Oh, one thing that I learned was that: Your heart has a memory! And then you have the love guru's saying, Oh so that's why we feel with our heart and blah blah... kinda makes sense I guess. anyways, back to the knowledge is power tip. i know a lot of people who stopped going to school, for whatever reason, and i just wish that they would go back. i mean. knowledge = money = power = makes the world go round. if you think about it, if you have the knowledge, you can make money, which gives you power, which means you can basically do what you want. or if you want the other way... you have knowledge, which means you know something most mediocre people don't, you reign supreme over them, which is power. yadi yada. i don't know what i'm talking about. but all i know, or from my knowledge, with great power comes great responsibility... just kidding that was spider-man.. no but, being knowledgeable is attracting.. and i think it's cool that knowledge is something you can really work hard for and get something in return, unless you get skimped in life, and thats a whole 'nother story. here's my two cents for the day. have a safe weekend. and work hard, but play harder. TGIF xoxo, Kriz Anya. 

inspired.

i've been quite a busy girl lately. my first day of class tuesday was really slow and boring and not really what i was expecting out of this new quarter, but class yesterday was the exact opposite. i don't intend on making this blog super long, but if it does get to that point, i'm sorry :) i'd just love to share a piece of inspiration pie with you. onward.

Started my day off LATE as usual to my first class, but i mean who wouldn't be late having to drive a freakin' hour to get to school? haha. so yeah, I was late. got to school and we were having a rally, or more like an "inspirational guest speaker" who goes by the name of Scott Evans. Supposedly he is well known for his inventions in the exercising industry, and it turns out he was also one of the producers or directors of pirates of the caribbean! holy crap. that definitely gave him a lot of credibility because as soon as he said that, i was all ears.

He talked for about an hour, and left us with a couple of things to think about.

He was talking about success, and how even if we have all these big ideas, if we don't know how to market ourselves or put ourselves out there, we will not succeed. he said something along the lines of "if you are a really creative person, but don't have a business mindset, you will not succeed. just like if you are a business person, but don't have any creativity, you will not succeed." i mean of course we'll succeed in our own minds, but we won't succeed in anyone else's eyes.

he also brought up the question of "how did you get to where you are?" and the answer was simple: "the drunkards walk". Its some law in physics that states that all particles are going to make it to their destination at some point in time, but as they are moving, they bump into other particles and it takes some particles longer to get to their destination than others; meaning that we as people are always going to bump into things in our lives as if we are drunk. randomness is always going to get in the way of our ultimate path, but we won't know our destination until we have arrived. looking back we can see how we got to our destination, but on the way there, we don't fully understand why we're going through these random acts until we end up where we want to be. (or something like that. haha)

he was talking about the 3 things that you have to fight against while trying to succeed. the first one is ridicule, from family and friends. the second one is opposing conflict, also from family and friends, telling you you won't succeed. and the third one is yourself. after you are able to break through your ideas and actually get out there and see yourself successful, your family and friends start to wonder "how did you do that?" "how did you get there?" and i just think it's amazing.

so, that just made my whole year. it's amazing the kind of people you meet, and its crazy how you don't realize the resources you have right in front of you. he challenged us to contact at least 5 different people each day before midnight, just to see how they're doing, catch up on old times, and said it would make us feel a lot better. and it goes hand in hand with knowing your resources. ahhhh, life. how beautiful you are to me.

after inspiring me for about an hour, he told us that his brother was the writer, narrator, and director of THE SANDLOT! omg. you're killin' me smalls. hahaha. I was like, dude, this guy is dope. he said the sandlot was based on him and his brothers life growing up, playing baseball, and he used to have to jump over the fence in order to get the ball. cute.

he went on to tell us about "hang-time" and that there is no such thing as it, and you're either going up or you're going down. he says we need to take all the bad things in our lives and bring those down, and the things that we love, all the good things, we need to bring those up. we have to be the best we can be at all times, because we don't deserve being anything less and nobody else deserves less than our best. and that just rhymed :)

the rally went on to give the results of the contest we had in fashion design last quarter, which was to create new dancing uniforms for the sacramento kings dancers, which is freakin' amazing how our school gets connections like that. we got free pizza (i ate 4, yikes!) and i continued my day in marketing, where we got to do some artsy fartsy stuff and i took forever of course. got some starbucks to wake my shit up, and went into my intro class feeling fully refreshed and ready to take in all the knowledge i could. we talked about couture, and counterfeiting and knock-offs and stuff, which was really funny because my teachers over here talking about how knock-offs and replicas has made the industry lose 600+ billion dollars and next thing you know, she pulls out 5 bags and says "here are some of my purses, and one of them is real. can you tell which one it is?" which is kinda hypocritical, since she just got done telling us it wasn't good to buy them. ohhh, teachers these days.

after school had to go straight to drumline practice. i was pretty content when i got there, but i have to admit, leaving, i wasn't so happy. let's not get into details though. today, the kids are performing at their rally and their homecoming game, which should be exciting. i'm excited. and i'm excited about the rest of the year and the years to come. 2008 = great. HOLLA!

baby.

ahhh. in spite of all the bad things that have been happening to me, i'm coming to realize that my life is really not bad at all. for the most part, although I do hate the long tuesday and thursday days, it gives me the rest of the week to just indulge in lifes beautiful offerings. but today, i'm trying to catch up on all my little errands that I have so that I can be able to actually sit down and relax and not have to worry about "oh shit, i forgot to pay that bill." or "omg, i need to get a freakin' job!" so I've decided that today I'm going to do the following (and more if time allows):

- paint my nails (it always makes me feel better about the day)
- pay credit card
- go to verizon to activate my new phone
- apply at jobs
- get starbucks (of course!)
- sew dad's button on his pants
- sew kev's button on his sweater (if he remembers)
- math homework (i can't believe i can't remember fractions!)
- gym/jogging
- make video with eric (hopefully)

and I think that's it. I know it doesn't sound like a lot, but because I take forever to get ready, I have to squeeze all of that into a certain period of time. I might also end up going to sac with my BFF and her fiance to go pick up their laptop, which I really wanna do, so I have to finish all of this by 5! let's see if I can pull it off. The time is now, 9:01. Ciao, bella.

oh, life.

so, life has been beautiful. except for the fact that sunday i got my phone stolen by these two mothafuckaaaaas. it's ok. karma will get them later on. right? yeahhh. it's all good though since i'm getting my new phone in tomorrow. HOLLA!

ANYWAYS, new quarter started today. here's what my schedules lookin like:
- 9-1050 - college mathematics
- 11 - 1 - introduction to marketing & consumer behavior
- 2 - 415 - introduction to fashion & merchandising.

ugh. then of course drumline every tuesday and thursday right after school. blahhhhh. yeah, so kriz put up the video haha. it's cute, right? yeahh, thanks. we're in the process of making more videos so you can hear my vocals. lol.

i need to start going to the gym again. i'm happy with the results, but I just need to keep up with it. hopefully by halloween i'll be perfectly happy with my bodayyyy.

k, time to go gossip with the classmates. peace out son. and kreesh. you still need to message me your number. text me or somethin'. love yaaa.

check out the BITCH SHOW.

someone's holding it down!! look how cute brittanie and her friend is!! anyways, holllahhhhhhhhhh.

SUNDAYS.

omg, i read the sunday secrets last night.
and the one that B posted down there in french, i had to have my sister translate, hella cute.

ANYWHO. sunday:
- kristen gets a new macbook
- amylla drops kristen to UCR
- im studying @ 5 with my posse

still sick, but whatever.
ive been napping which feels so good.



<3 always,
Kriz Anya.

secrets.

so, i've become a sunday secret reader religiously, and I think these are the cutest ones from this week. :)

the end :) have a good one bitches.

p.s. congratulations baaaaaaby on your 94. i love you!

Minus 3.

I got minus 3 today on my exam. Which @ 2

points each, 50 questions, makes a 94%! chupa mi verga!

thats all i wanna say, so kiss my ...

GLUTEUS FUCKING MAXIMUS!

and thats all folks! :) 3

Love, Kriz Anya

diets.

hmmmmm. I'm bored. I usually don't blog alot unless I have literally nothing else to do, but lately I've been blogging just because I feel like it. So, I made my own little eating tracker thing, where I just write down everything I eat, so I can keep track of my food for my weight watchers diet. It's working out pretty well. I love it :) I just have to get to the gym on a more regular basis. I was supposed to go every single day of this week since I've been on break, but it's already friday and I haven't gone at all. I think it's just because I wanted to take a break from school AND the gym, but at least I'm still keeping up with the diet. It's all just a mindfuck, so I'm getting a lot better at self control. Plus, me and the EX agreed that we wouldn't get fast food for 2 weeks, just to see if he can do it. He seriously eats too much god damn Mcdonalds, and it's about time he takes a break for awhile, haha. and OMG. I just realized that I freakin' ate taco bell today! ahhh! silly me. OK, I really didn't even think about it until now. haha. stuuuupid.

look out weekend.

good lucky baby K. :) So i've been trying to print the application for Heritage1981, but its only a PDF file, and on my laptop, I don't have the right application to open it, but on my desktop, I have the application, but my printer won't install on that computer. Ugh. I think it's a sign that I shouldn't apply there. Maaaan. But I really need a job. I suppose I can always apply somewhere in Walnut Creek. That's more of my stilo.

So I'm off to concord with one of my Bests, so she can take a drug test to work with my mama. Hopefully she passes. Then, going to pick up my dog Basil at the vet 'cause she's getting fixed today, poor thing. Hopefully she doesn't get all emo :( Then, dinner with the fambam at grandpa's house. Thank God, 'cause I haven't seen my grandparents since like, last week, and I've been meaning to stop by their place ever since I've been on break.

Ahhhh. The weekend is here. Let's hope there's something exciting to do because school starts up again next tuesday, which reminds me, I didn't even order books yet! Ahhh. K, gotta get ready now. Have a gorgeous one, babes.

A+++

betcha 10 bucks i'll pass my musculoskeletal exam tomorrow.
suck on that bitches! <3

love, kriz Anya.

chills.

So I was browsing some other blogs and I came across this video of this group from sweden called Little Dragon. The song is kinda slow, but relaxing, and the lead singer has such a soulful voice! Love it. Look up Constant Surprises by them too. Love the beat of that song. But this track shows off her amaaaazing voice. Enjoy.

flippin' a.

so, like i said earlier, the ex and I went to go grab Peet's coffee in fairfield, 'cause for some reason they don't have one in vallejo :( I ended up getting the matcha green tea freddo, and surprisingly it was really good considering the only green tea I'll consume is in ice cream form. Afterwards went to get my eyebrows done, which was refreshing, except the lady doing my eyebrows was sick and had those annoying sniffles, and she had to keep sniffling otherwise her wet boogers probably would've fell on my face hahaha. gross. then, we couldn't decide where to eat, but ended up eating at Midori's, this little hole in the wall japanese food place which was okay. Now I just feel bloated. ugh. I have drumline practice at 430, which I'm looking forward to. The season's coming up reaaaal soon, so I'm getting excited and I'm sure the kids are too! The first competition is in Santa Cruz so that should be fun.

Anyways, I'm watching Tabatha's Salon Takeover, and I have to admit that it's growing on me. I love how she's such a bitch, and to top it off, she's from the UK and I LOVE people from there just because they don't really give a f*ck. ahah.

So as I'm going through my e-mails, I found one from my mom that inspired me somewhat. I love little inspirational quotes. Maybe they can inspire you too :)

- "Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged."
- "Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by."
- "Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life."

And on that note, I'm gonna start heading over to drumline practice now. Have a beautiful day. It's actually starting to look alot nicer outside now. <333

new layout.

i'm still in the process of fixing it, but hopefully this will do for now :) anywho, off to peet's coffee with the EX. then going to get my eyebrows threaded! it's about time. been growin' these bad boys for over a month now. peace out muffuckaaaa's. and enjoy the not so beautiful day outside if you can.

XOXO